Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Ki hai mera koi wajood nahin


na tha koi gila na tha koi sikwa
par tha khalish ka ek karwaan

Chahat to na hai par hai ek Ehsaas
ki Nafrat hai apne hi is khud ke Wajood-E-Ehsaas

ki kyun kahte hai is ishq ko ibadat-e-khuda
jo hai khud nahin, to kyun ho uski tamanna

fir bhi machalti hai ye khoon-e-lahar ishq ki
kya samjhaye khud ko, ki hai mera koi Wajood nahin

Wednesday, August 17, 2011


Ab kya janoge Ittefaq e Hasra meri jubani,
ki jab naam tha tera, Tab tha tu nahin.
aaj tu hai,
par Na hai woh Ittefaq Na hi hai woh Kahani

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Journey With Darkness


The hour is right and there is Light
Still it seems so dark deep inside

Searching for the answers , the Reality of life
Is Darkness that reality or is it the Light

Lost was the grown up child in his question of right
Cause of the Pain bestowed upon him as Plight
It was by the one whom he considered the Light
The Child was lost and was long dead deep inside

The Child was scared of the thought of light
The darkness he had was his only savior of plight
The Child became the Darkness and Refused to Grow
Cause When Children die, They do not Grow
They do not Grow!!

It has been long since he was abandoned by Light
Just running with crowd for the sake of Life
Long he has Despised everyone for having light
Long he has abandoned any Relations alive

The hour was late and there was no Light
When the same Light came back to Life

Who wanted to enlighten the course of his life
Cause the child was told he is now considered as Light

But the child was lost in those long long years
And was scared of the thought of Light
Scared he Cried Out Loud
"I AM NOT THE SAME AND HOW DO I TRUST THAT YOU WONT ABANDON ME LIGHT?"

The Light promised to remove the Darkness he has
And hold the child whenever he falls
The Child forgave all those sins of Light
but said "I am Still Scared Of You Light"

The Fears were Erased but not for Long
As the Darkness were fond of him since Long
The child was abused for being in Dark
The child was threatened to be deprived of Light

The child was scared about that thought
that darkness will engulf once again his path
he cried and cried and begged the Light
To help him get rid of the darkness and its plight

But Alas! The fears of that child were true
Cause he was abandoned by the Light to Rue
Saying that why you had the darkness in You
I cant help you,
cause there can only be punishment for You


The Child was abandoned once again by Light
Scared was the Child, of the reality the Fears Had
Not once was considered what has he been through
was the child supposed to enjoy or die of torment in rue

How does the child explain
He is no God, he does Mistakes
He is a Human, he suffers from Pain
He is a Child, He needs Help
He is no Criminal, he can be Forgiven

But that Child was never to be Heard
Cause he had to pay th Price of Having Pain
Cause those feelings and pain are Drama
At least The light told him So

The Hour is Late and There is No Light
And Yes it Seems Dark Deep Inside
The darkness is back with its full Tide
Reality for me has became Darkness with NO Light

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Kaise Kahun hota hai kya


Kaise kahun mai hota hai kya
Jo dard humne khud hai saha
Lagta har pal woh saalon sa
Zindagi ka saath hume na mila

Dur tumse hum ho chale
Yun hi khud ko hi kho chale
Raah tumse bicharti gayi
Yun hi bekhabar hum ho chale

tumko hum woh de na sake
jo chahte the woh kah na sake
raat yuhi tanhaa hi thi
unki yaadein magar saath thi

unko maloom ho na saka
ki raat thi kitni hairan si
bas unki yaadon ka tha saama
ke hum to unmein sama hi chale