She - The Darkness

I like the darkness around me
surrounding me
She shows what is real me.
Discrimination: She does not allow me
I find the person sitting beside me,
is the Same ME
She does not allow to say that its you and This Is Me.
She leaves me with silence
to take the thoughts shape of Me.
Voice of words has not been made for me,
words can rhyme only being silent with Me.
She can not allow anyone to Love Me
but if u wish please do Hate Me,
it should be I who should only Love Me.
She does not tolerate to have a Friend of Me
but She even does not guarantee an Enemy.
She grants only me the Friend of Me
and says I am my Biggest Enemy.
She gives me a fascination for death
but Life Is Not Leaving Me,
I want to be Dead but the life is holding Me.

I want to Run Away from everyone around me
FREE ME .................LEAVE ME
Do Me a favour just Get Rid Of Me
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Why is it still Holding Me?
Why this life is still not Leaving Me?
Why these words are Forming Me?
Why these friends are still Bothering Me?
Why this love is still Enchanting Me?
Is there any light still left around Me?
I wish to get rid of it because its Not Me.

I cant leave this Darkness because She Is Me
She let me Matter only one thing
It Should Be Only I Who Knows Me