Fake

Sitting alone by the side,
I feel Myself calling out for Me,
I can hear the voices
which once i did hide with Me.

I do not wish to hear those,
I need it to leave Me.
I feel better being numb
rather having these voices within Me.

I walk alone by the paths,
my shadow being the only companion for Me
I like these loneliness
but I fear someday shadows will catch Me.

I do not wish anyone to see Me,
know Me or call Me,
cause I Fake Myslef
to like this loneliness around Me

I do not wish any one to appraise Me,
feel Me or love Me,
cause it helps me being
numb, so I can fake Myslef from Me.

Do me a favour just leave Me,
leave Me alone,
cause I have started liking
this loneliness around Me

Do me a favour just hate Me,
hate Me the most,
cause it has started helping
me to feel more numbness within Me

Do me a favour just don't know Me,
dont even try to know,
cause it has started helping
me to be in darkness only being with Me.

I don't feel veneration inside Me.
I know there is no feeling inside Me.
I know am walking alone only with Me.
I know this darkness is taking over Me.
I know this is only grossness within Me.
I know am totally numb within Me.

I KNOW...I KNOW...I KNOW:
I KNOW WHAT I M DOING

I AM JUST FAKING MYSELF
TO HIDE EVERY FEELINGS IN ME
If u can't see Myself faking Me
do me a favor just Ignore me.


These feelings pains Me.
These feelings pushes Me.
These feelings suffocates Me.
These feelings smothers Me.
These feelings are killing Me.
These feelings are not helping Me.

Do A favour to Me,

LEAVE ME,
IGNORE ME,
HATE ME,
DON'T KNOW ME
DON'T LOVE ME
DON'T FEEL ME
DON'T BOTHER ME

It's helping Myself to fake Me
Then let Myself fake Me

Let Myself Fake Me
Let Myself Fake Me