na jiya jaata hai na kaate jaate hai ye dard-e-tanhayi ke aalam
yun tere didar ko tarasti hai nigahein,
ki darta hoon us lamhe se jab hongi ye tere rubaroo
kahin byan na kar de askhon ki jubaan se is chupaye dil-e-betaab ki arzoo

Kya haale dil byan karon tujhse, ki mujh badkismat ko teri mohabbat mein jeene ke bas kuch afsaane hi mil jaate
socha teri yaad mein shayar hi ban jaata, par kambakhat ye alfaazon ki duniya bhi bas tujh tak aake kho jaate

Is tanha dil ko yun hi tanha rahne do, ki is tanhayi se hi khud ko jaana hai
Sukragzar hoon tera ki bas teri bewafai ke ilm se khud ko pahchana hai.

kaun se ilzaam-e-mohabbat ki sazaa deni hai use aur, ki janna chahte ho aaj us majnu ka haal
bas itna kah dete hai ki zinda hai woh aaj bhi jaanke ki zindagi hai bas maut ke intezar ka naam

na thi sikwa na thi chahat, ittefaq ki fir bhi thi zindagi bechain
hume na tha ilm ki zindagi tere bagair mujhse thi itni hairan
ab to lagta hai bas zindagi hai tere ilfat pe hai meharbaan
khwaish hai bas itni mashar pe bhi chasme-e-jumbish ko tere didar se na dena rukshat

kisi pe aitbaar na karna ki har ek wafa ki murt nahin hota,
khuda ki ibadat hai ye ishq yun mehfilon mein rushwa nahin hota.
ham to jee lenge apne haal par ki tera ye haal hamse na dekha jayega,
bewafai ka alam hamne to sah liya par yaad rakhna tu bhi kabhi bikhar jayega.

Tanha tha mai tere aane se pahle, jab jaana na tha tujhe yu hi naadan tha zindagi se mai
Tere ishq ne di thi mujhe ek pehchan, tere berukhi ke sadke aaj tanha hoon mai fir se us raah pe

Har dard ko yun hoton ki muskurahat se chupana sikha hai,
ki bedard duniya na degi is dard ko ahmiyat, isliye bas muskurana sikha hai

Irada tha kuch byaan karein, in khwabhon bhari aankhon ka
Par har pal inhi aankhon ne dhoka diya, deke ilzaam mujhe sharabi ka

bewafai ka naam na aayega is raah guzar ke afsane mein,
hum woh hai jo mangate the khuda se uski ibadat,
aaj mang baitha hoon mai khuda se mai uski khudayi
hairan hai woh kyun maangi hai aaj maine teri ibadat.

Random Thoughts-1 -------love urself and depression

A person in love with oneself can never be in depression because of himself and rare possibility of going in depression because of others (if not because of someone's death) but also it increases the probability to approach depression.
Two different aspects of same state ....wonder y??
The answer remains in the understanding of expectation. So here it goes.

Depression, may in everyday English refer to a state of unhappiness or sadness, or to a relatively minor downturn in mood that may last only a few hours or days or for a very long duration(in long duration it better be termed as clinical depression). So now the question arises how can one person be in depression because of oneself. So lets be true we woke up everyday thinking that we are someone special(Still to write the section read it then) and we create some expectations from ourselves. When we fail our own expectations we criticize ourselves and if our own defence mechanism(Still to write the section read it then) isn't tough enough we keep on seeing ourselves low. This haunts us for a time and which eventually drags us down to a state of depression.

So person who loves oneself the most and admires oneself will love everything he/she does and will appreciate it and yes in day today life we need appreciation. So wats best than appreciating urself. But be aware one such a person needs to have a very tough defence mechanism otherwise he can be soon shredded into blood. A person with soft defence mechanism shud not try this, reasons being .... When we cr8 expectations from ourselves thr will many such times wen we fail to satisfy us or simply we fail. At that moment only this defence mechanism helps us to overcome this Otherwise as mentioned earlier that may lead us to a depression. But be aware one who claim they have too tough a defence mechanism remember if its broken it will hurt u the most than ne who dont have such.

There arises a question: everyone loves oneself then everyone shudnot face such a problem. Now there's two aspect to it. If one loves himself even though there are high probabilities to be depression and why, reasons still remains the same as mentioned earlier. But one thing one need even when he loves himself the most he needs to admire himself and appreiciate himself time to time(already disccussed).

some good lines ...

not mine ... some are really humorous

Women want one man to meet every need; men want every woman to meet one need.

Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.

By the time you're eighty years old one have learned everything. One only have to remember it.

How can you tell if an elephant is in your fridge?
The door won't shut.

I am a perfectionist and rarely if if ever forget details

I don't suffer from insanity. I enjoy every minute of it.

Fashion: A form of ugliness so intolerable that it changes every six months.

An object at rest will always be in the wrong place.

A man's only as old as the woman he feels.